19 Ocak 2010 Salı

dün bir gece buldum



dün gece küstüm.
"kaybolmak kolaysa uzaklıklar niye var,
insan niye uzak başkalarında kendinden bile yakını arar?"
dün gece tuzaktım,seni öteki aradı.
seni arayan ötekine de küstüm.
dün gece bir daha kimseye küsmemek için
yalnızlığımın yanına taşındım,küçük bir fener gibi
kendinden daha uzak kimsesi olmayana,
dün gece küçüktüm,senin bile kalbini gördüm.
"ben bir beyaz avcıyım,aşkımdır benim avım"
şarkısını son kez duydum kendimden,geri çekildim.
geri çekildiğim ormandan da çekildim,avcıyı terkettim.
dün gece iyimserdim,hiç kimsem yoktu.

hiç kuşkum yoktu hiç kimsemin olmadığından
dün gece yoktum üzülmesin diye artık
beni anlamadığı için her şeyim olan.
dün gece lütfen kendine iyi bakmanı diledim.

dün gece bencildim,belki bana da iyi bakarsın!

h.e

love



"what is it that makes a person great, admired by creation, well pleasing in the eyes of god? what is it that makes a person strong, stronger than the whole world; what is it that makes him weak, weaker than a child? what is it that makes a person unwavering, more unwavering than a rock; what is it that makes him soft, softer than wax?
it is love!

what is it that is older than everything? it is love.
what is it that outlives everything? it is love.
what is it that cannot be taken but itself takes all? it is love.
what is it that cannot be given but itself gives all? it is love.
what is it that perseveres when everything falls away? it is love.
what is it that comforts when all comfort fails? it is love.
what is it that endures when everything is changed? it is love.
what is it that remains when the imperfect is abolished? it is love.
what is it that witnesses when prophecy is silent? it is love.
what is it that does not cease when the vision ends? it is love.
what is it that sheds light when the dark saying ends? it is love.
what is it that gives blessing to the abundance of the gift? it is love.
what is it that gives pith to the angel's words? it is love.
what is it that makes the widow's gift an abundance? it is love.
what is it that turns the words of the simple person into wisdom? it is love.
what is it that is never changed even though everything is changed? it is love;

and that alone is love, that which never becomes something else."

s.k